I'm having a girl, and she is just perfect. I burst into tears as soon as I heard the results. I am so relieved that she is healthy. I sobbed.
A part of me also feels guilty. I know that this baby girl is not "replacing" the girl we lost, but a part of me can't shake that feeling.
If we were having a boy, I don't think I would feel this way; different sex, different person. I know it is silly to think this way.
I just don't want the little girl I lost to feel that she is being replaced, or that this new baby girl makes her existence less significant.
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